UNTITLED.....

“I love you” he whispered, his hands embracing my shoulders and his eyes fixed on my face. I felt like I was drowning in those caramel brown eyes. It was jst like the dreams… him telling me he loved me… those words I so wanted to hear. I slowly moved my lips to tell him I love him too but he didn’t wait to hear what I was going to tell. He gave me a tight hug “I am so happy today… Reesh finally told me she loves me”
Reesh??? Love??? Oh me… he didn’t love me…how can I forget that I am just his best friend but I love him so much….. I want to be more than friends with him.. But I couldn’t tell him that. Tears start to fall from my eyes, yet I tell him I am happy for him and he believes me.
My heart complains to me… why can’t he see the love in my eyes? Why can’t he understand that he means more to me than a friend? Why won’t he look at me closer enough to understand my true feelings…. Why? why?

I was just barely thirteen when I met him. It wasn’t love at first sight. He wasn’t that handsome even. But yeah he had such a nice smile. So open and friendly. Maybe that’s what made me like him. After awhile he was a close friend of mine. He told me about his whole life his dreams and everything. I was happy for him. Back then I never realized I was falling in love with him.
It was the last year of school. As usual we met at the gate and I knew something exciting had happened for him. I could see he had stars in his eyes. I asked him “what knocked u out?? You got stars in your eyes” he laughed and shouted “I am in love” and like an electric shock I felt this tingle deep in my heart and I realized I was in love with him.
I had this silly smile on my face Oh God! He is in love with me too!! My heart was shouting. I was still smiling that silly smile waiting for him to say he loved me and suddenly out of nowhere this beautiful girl came and huged him. I was about to shout at her when he huged her back I realized it was the one whom he loved. Like a mirror my heart shattered. He turnd to me and introduced that girl. “ Aysh , meet my girl friend Zena.” then he turned to her and said “Zena this is Aysh, my bestest friend on earth”
So that’s what I am to him.
That was the first of his girlfriends. He meets these girls think it’s the one for him and yet it doesn’t work out and he gets himself broken and it breaks me to see him broken. Yet he never understands my love.

The insistent ringing of the phone wakes me up. I mumble a sleepy “ello!” sobbing on the other end makes my sleep vanish. In a bolt I am up n sitting on the bed. “Hey sweets, what happened?” i asked him and he asks me if he can come see me and I told him “yeh sure he is always welcome” and hung up the phone.

I get out of bed and get ready before he comes and wait for him at the door. The sight of him breaks my heart. His hair was a mess and his eyes blood shot. I give him a hug. He hugs back and tells me Reesh left him. She cheated on him. I let him cry on my shoulder. My heart breaks with every tear that falls from his eyes. I tell him “don’t cry. Maybe she wasn’t the one, you’d find someone who will love you more than anything in the world. Your true love is waiting for you. Don’t waste your tears on some good for nothing betrayer.”

“Just look at me and see in to my soul. Maybe you’d find what you looking for.” My heart says.

an attempt to write a story.... :