i sit here my eyes teary
bt they refuse to fall down
i bit my lips
i hurt myself
i wanna let these tears fall
let this pain go
if only the claws of hurt would let go
i get furious
y y can't i even cry
y can't i let these tears wash away a bit of this agony
one by one lines from songs run thru my mind
cry me a river....
wud u wud u cry me a river
so i can wash off this hatred
wud u....
m i not allowed to smile
m i banned from love if not
y can't i let myself feel love
y i m i having such a hard time finding love
um.. i jst wish oneday this wud all go
death wud take me..
n for once be free
of saddness,loneliness
and this feelin of nothingness