M BAK IN MALE'
atlaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast m bak in male'
sweet old home!
:D:D:D:D:D

ooops...i got this brilliant idea to write a post n whoosh it vanished....bodu fooseh!
hmm..so m here in lanka...as per some ppl lanka is kewl..bt so far i havent found it tht kewl..
n i so hate these street dogs!why do they have to stare n bark when m jst mindin my own business n walkin...
errr i hate DOGS!!!!
today we went to a theatre to see the hindhi movie RACE..it was kewl... with lots of twists n turns...
n the good news is i'll be home soon....
m missin all at home..specially baby!
luve u all..
mwahhhhh

hmmm..... i've been thinking.... n was wondering if any of u got an idea an idea... to teach sum1 to trust ppl? how can u make a person trust another human??? could it be possible for sum1 to be indifferent to others... i mean like numbing onesself to emotions... maybe holding up anger,tears n frustations make ppl stone hearted.... maybe i've become stonehearted.. bt why is it i feel this aching throbbin pain in my heart.. n sumtimes i feel like with every drop of blood the pain seeps thru my body.................

BECOMING

And I don’t think I’m ready for you
Yet.
I want to be.
I’m not who I want you to fall in love with.
I have much to learn.
Wisdom to gain, knowledge to come across.
Other relationships to deepen.
How can I expect you to come along soon
when I’m far from ready for you?
I could be passing you by everyday.
You could be across the sea.
Wherever you are…
I’m here.
I am trying.
Trying to be me… trying to become whoever it is I really am… becoming the girl you’ll adore.
Oh, but sweetheart, I am not there yet.
Past the start, moving forward, with a faint image of you in sight… ever so faint.
The time will come and I’ll be ready.
Though, I may not feel ready, we can work things out together.
Because life isn’t all about doing it on your own.
But right now, I’m learning that…
It’s about a journey together, bringing the best out in each other, seeing healing for the worst in each other.
So I wait… I’ll be around, actively pursuing who I am… passively pursuing you.

{Rads} this is smt i came across while browsin n i jst thot i'd put it here... it's so much like wht my heart says......

hmm... i've been tagged by silent n since i got nuthing to post i thot i'd do this... n so here goes....

A - Available?: depends...

B-Best friend: loads of them

C-Cake or Pie?: chocolate cake!

D-Drink of choice: coke ,coffee n water!

E-Essential thing used everyday: air n eyes

F-Favourite colour: black!

G-Gummi bears or worms: gummi bears!!

H-Hometown: Male'

I-Indulgence: choclates.....slippers n shoes!

J-January or February: lets say January..for a new beginin:D

K-Kids and names: kids r lil angels who brighten our days... n yep i've got the names for my kids-to-be bt lets keep tht a secret..;)

L-Life: life is a teacher....it teaches u love,trust,care,sadness n everyother emotion n things which make ur life!

M-Marriage date: 08/08/08 or 09/09/09 or 11/11/11 i dunno... ehehe

N-Number of siblings: 2elder step bros,2 elder step sises,2 younger sises n 5 younger bros.. Quite a lot eh!!!

O-Oranges or apples: both...

P-Phobias: um..andhiri andhiri thanthan!

Q-Quote: "smile and the whole world smiles with u.. cry n u cry alone"

R-Reason to smile: its easy n it makes others smile:)

S-Season: Rainy season!!!

T-Tag three people: i guess all i knw from blogsphere has done this so i dun have anyone to tag....

U-Unknown fact about me: um..if i tell tht then it won't be an unknown fact anymore..so i'll jst let it be...;)

V-Vegetable you do not like: brinjal...ewwww!!!!

W-Worst habit: hiding my feelings

X-x-rays you have had: head(PNS)

Y-Your favorite food: Salads and almost all kinda sweet stuff

Z-Zodiac: Sagittarius

I cheated myself
Like I knew I would
I told ya, I was trouble
You know that I'm no good..............

chek out this song of amy winehouse

click here

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