BECOMING

And I don’t think I’m ready for you
Yet.
I want to be.
I’m not who I want you to fall in love with.
I have much to learn.
Wisdom to gain, knowledge to come across.
Other relationships to deepen.
How can I expect you to come along soon
when I’m far from ready for you?
I could be passing you by everyday.
You could be across the sea.
Wherever you are…
I’m here.
I am trying.
Trying to be me… trying to become whoever it is I really am… becoming the girl you’ll adore.
Oh, but sweetheart, I am not there yet.
Past the start, moving forward, with a faint image of you in sight… ever so faint.
The time will come and I’ll be ready.
Though, I may not feel ready, we can work things out together.
Because life isn’t all about doing it on your own.
But right now, I’m learning that…
It’s about a journey together, bringing the best out in each other, seeing healing for the worst in each other.
So I wait… I’ll be around, actively pursuing who I am… passively pursuing you.

{Rads} this is smt i came across while browsin n i jst thot i'd put it here... it's so much like wht my heart says......